Tag Archives: anxiety disorder

Fortunate Weakling is Fortunate

So Friday night, I began coughing.¬† I took all my allergy meds and reasoned that perhaps they’re worse right now and I need to move to daily treatment. I didn’t sleep well. I coughed a lot and spent from about … Continue reading

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SoCS – Exposed

It’s been eight-and-a-half years since I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder. In all the time I’ve been aware of having anxiety disorder, I have been a careful student of its manifestations. What I know is that when I tell myself … Continue reading

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Everything’s Coming Up Roses. On Tuesday?

It’s not. It’s not coming up roses. It’s January. It’s coming up slushy, messy, dirty, icy, slidy — but it seems I am part penguin? I simply slide on through. I am experiencing an unusually pleasant series of circumstances wherein … Continue reading

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A Not Too Shabby Tuesday

As many of you know, Tuesday is my least favorite of all the days of the week.¬†Jilly went and looked up superstitions about Tuesdays for me, and now I need to abandon my Tuesday navy clothes and leap into pink … Continue reading

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SoCS – Sup

S’up is me. I was up before 9. My new phone has this LIVE feature that I don’t really understand the point of, but it freaks me out a bit because it shows a moment right before the shot, so … Continue reading

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The View

I saw this at the fair: I was all, “Ooh! I wanna! Y’all wanna?” Yes, me and my girls, doin the thing! We bought our tickets early and decided we’d go as a sorta last hurrah before we left. Nifty! … Continue reading

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Feet Up Sundays

I am not as anxious as I was. Work means I have less time for anxiety. In quiet moments, I suspect being home enhanced my anxiety. My anxiety lessened at part-time job and I have even less at full-time job. … Continue reading

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Wet & Wasted

So I had this job interview a while back. Let’s call the company Colossal. I put on my stupid suit. All suits are stupid. I am not a suit person. Do I look good in a suit? Fuck yeah. Right … Continue reading

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JusJoJan — 9

COFFEE. (Excellent prompt, Barb.) Jot! I’ve written many posts about coffee. I had to decaf back in 2010, and since then pretty much everyone makes a scowling face and asks, “How can you drink that crap?” or “Why bother?” and … Continue reading

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Another Sleepy Post

Y’all, I just do not sleep anymore. That’s my thing again. That’s what I told my family when they came out to find the light on in the middle of the night. “I just don’t sleep anymore.” “Hello, I just … Continue reading

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